My Archives: August 2003

Thursday, August 28, 2003

64.12.96.74 how could someone be as bored as you. there is another i.p as well but i forgot to get that one..all you do is say how bad this site sucks and how ugly i am and how big a loser i am. well if this site sucks soo bad why do you come here every single day signing the same thing over and over and over again? you call me a poser but yet you have 20 names in my guestbook..are you too chicken to leave your email or site? yeah i know you are =D. i'm a loser..that cuts me so deeply..i look like the bride of chucky.. uh yeah sure i do..and my eyebrows are little..well yes because i accidently messed one up so i had to do the other that way, but personally i like them like that. your entries amuse me. =D


anyway this has been about the longest week..i'm so glad we are going to have a 3 day weekend. we have had homework in every class every single day and about 4+ tests everyday. sheesh i wish they would give us a break. i'm very tired..so i'm going to go do my homework then i'm going to bed.

Posted by ambie lou @ 07:40 PM EST [Link]

Monday, August 25, 2003

moosic- "seven nation army" white stripes


well i bought some temp. red hair dye since i'm not allowed to permatly dye my hair..so yeah. today someone or a few people called me a freak, lmao i laughed and was like yeah im frreaaky. lmao. but anyways go show meg some love, she just lost her best friend. i couldn't imagine how she feels, god bless you meg..you know i'm always here for you!!!


anyways i'm not doing so grand in most of my classes, go figure. josh makes fun of me..and tells me to goto the normal classes, but i can do it..with help =D lmao. i feel sick probably because i just ate chicken rings, curley fries, corn nuggets, cheese sticks, cheese and crackers, and 4 things of apple juice. lmao. yeah i was hungry.


lmao thanks for the 'entries' in my bookie. i love to read those =D. i feel bloated. my life is so boring. i'm so boring..if you don't know me in real life. i'm crazy. lmao. sorry i'm a little hyper for some odd reason. ohh yeah to you all who called me a loser, ahh that really hurt me. that cut me deep. lmao. =D. well i better go, i'm going to take a bath.

Posted by ambie lou @ 08:02 PM EST [Link]

Saturday, August 23, 2003

moosic- "volage" vitamin c


after a short break i'm finally back. *applause* i finally made a new layout and got enough free time to update this site, add some new things and change a few layouts. =D aren't you proud? school is better now, but i'm stressed out about 178036178527 different things at the time being. hmph. life is so ugh sometimes. lmao. Sorry that my last few entries that i've bitched about every little thing, i've been really stressed out, depressed and PMS. =D. although there are tons of stupid people in this world. many at school but many whom visit this site. you all can say whatever you would like to say about me, it don't bother me one bit. just remember this is my site, that I PAY FOR, and i can write what i want, complain about what i want, laugh at what i want, or whatever. you have the ability to click the little x at the top and POOF your gone =D not that hard now is it? so why waste your time typing a comment saying how bad my site sucks and tell me how i live my life. i know how i am and well you don't. all you all know about me is what is on my site, so thats not enough to judge me by.

anyways sheenie spent the night with me last night and we watched Titanic, Lizzie McGuire, and Ghost Ship. i hadn't seen Titanic in forever and i cried so hard, it gets me when the old man and woman are laying in their bed holding each other as the water rises around them =(. so sad. I actually liked the Lizzie McGuire movie, it was good. Ghost ship wasn't scary like a lot of people said it was, just a little creepy at times..but overall i liked it =D. I seen freaky friday the other day and it's a good movie with poor direction. you could see the microphones at the top of the screen for crying out loud..how it made it to the theater like that..but like i said the plot and actors were great, but the microphones couldv'e been left out. lol. but it was funny to sit there and watch them pop in and out of the screen, i mean at one point it was so bad that it was about to hit lindsay lohan in the head. lmao.

i'm going to go now because i have to finish working on this site, so i hope you all have a great day today!

update: i was just surfing around and found the sweetest thing, click here to see it. =D

Posted by ambie lou @ 03:56 PM EST [Link]

Thursday, August 14, 2003

moosic- "god called in sick today" afi


hmm im going on another hiatus because i'm just so bored of we design at this moment..i don't want to make layouts..or anything. also my schedule is VERY hectic..i have about 4 tests each day, TONS of homework and things, so probably from here on out i'll only blog on saturdays..that is if i get the chance. also may people have commented saying i'm not different cause i shop at hot topic..i never said that is the only place i shop, i just mentioned it in my blog saying i want to get some BRACELETS from there..but anyways...lol..i'm so bored. i've been jump roping of all things..lmao. ha. but anyways school is getting better..so thats good. but i g2g down to my grannies..so im gone.

Posted by Elise @ 05:17 PM EST [Link]

Sunday, August 10, 2003

this has been about one of the best weekends. i forgot how great they were. yesterday was fun, chase had a good birthday which is good..aww he's finally a teenager..and i believe he has liked the 1st 2 days so far. he's growing up so fast, and that saddens me. i want him to stay little and be my little bubby forever, but that can't happen sadly enough. although i hate him a lot, i love him so much and i really should be nicer to him. i'll try. lmao.


tommorow starts the 1st full week of school, which i'm dreading. i need to finish my homework..but its really hard..cause i don't understand the story so it's hard to answer the 40 questions that came along with it. i'm already starting to think about what i want for christmas, which is my OWN computer along with a few odds and ends. and for a birthday present..i have a pretty good idea of what i want it to be..i doubt i'll get it though, but atleast i can try.


so many things are going on at this point and time, i may not get to blog a lot..and the layout will not be up anytime soon..sorry about that. this week..school should be better..hopefully. we have soo much work to do, it stinks but hey i'll live. i bought catz 5 yesterday and aww it's so cute. i have to clean but thats okay, it's not that much. well im gone..i need to do my homework and get all my things ready for school tommorow.

Posted by Elise @ 03:26 PM EST [Link]

Saturday, August 9, 2003

some people didn't quite understand that last entry that was posted. i don't care what people think about me..i do ignore those people. i was just writing about how stupid some people are..and the stupid things they do. i never said it bothered me. i just wanted to show you some examples of all the many stupid people at school. some people though aren't stupid..so i just wanted to let that be said..im not directing this to any certain person. yes clothes don't mean youv'e changed that was the whole point..people sterotype you by your clothes..bot your personality. i've changed both ways. this year i could care less what people think or say..and if i did i wouldnt have stopped crying or being a big baby over this, like i prob. would have last year. people like my personality, but some question my clothes. also i was angry in the last entry for 'reasons' of which i cant speak of, but still. thanks for all the comments, they were all actually good. today we over slept so i think were going to johnson city, i dunno if i'll go though, but i do want to get some more stuff from hot topic..so i may go. life is so weird. lmao. i'm sorry that many of you all have to read my ramblings about the many topics i have..which ='s boring. lmao. yeah i'm not making much sence right now..i just woke up like 4 minutes ago. lmao.

Posted by Elise @ 11:10 AM EST [Link]

Friday, August 8, 2003

school has started and must i say i wish i could become a dropout? if i could, i would. school is like hell. where people judge you by what you wear and how you act. where theres the groups of people that flock together and act like one another. where you get labeled like a ziplock bag. what is the point of this? what is the point of anything? i'm NOT like everyone else. i dont wear what everyone wants me to wear. i dont act like how anyones wants me to act. yes i am strange, yes i am different. so what. accept me for who i am. and if you would like to talk about me..say it to my face..not to my back. last year i was like a little robot doing what everyone wanted me to do..and whats the point of that? be who you are..not what everyone wants you to be. so i am different this year..and yes some people just cant accept that. why? who knows. its my life..and i can wear what ever i want. for the past 3 days my outfits have been different..and yes thats all people have talked about. even teachers..lmao. wanna see what i'm talking about then here they are: *ftp is down..i'll put them up a.s.a.p* day 1, day 2, day 3. also another thing that i can't stand is when you speak to one of your friends that has been your friend for a long time..that people just ASSUME your flirting then they get pissed and blah blah. i mean..what the hell? so you can't talk to your friends cause people assume your flirting then everyone is like omg amber is flirting with him..omg how can she do that? then people get that and keep saying it, then those people start saying stuff then rumors get started that im doing this..im doing that..im talking to this person..and talking about this person..my gosh what is wrong with most people these days? are you so bored that you cant stand to keep your nose on your own face and just have to rub it everywhere its not suppose to be..like other peoples lifes? i don't get it..nor i bet i never will. some of my friends are acting strange..and think i dont know whats up..well i do. im not some stupid person you know. but anyways i hate all my classes but two, i hate school..i hate how people act i hate just about all of it. also i've not just changed how i dress..i HAVE changed my personality as well..i'm sorry that im rambling on about all of this..but i feel better now that i let that all out. in other news..chase turns 13 tommorow..we may goto kingsisland and im tired as hell. so im gone.

Posted by Elise @ 07:09 PM EST [Link]

Monday, August 4, 2003

moosic- "poison well" by insolence


thats a great song =D anyways school starts wednesday sadly enough. but im cited then im not. can't wait to wear my new clothes there great. not like what i used to wear last year. i'm bored. i want ice cream. i need a bath. lmao.

my room is now done so pix shall be taken soon. i'm hanging up my thingy today..that goes over my bed. its purple net with velvet and beads..purtyful. i need to put up my layout. too darn lazy at the moment. so much has been going on. this summer has been..the weirdest, worst summer ever..but yet it was good too. not really seen anyone, stayed at home everyday..and yeah believe it or not..i wen't through depression as well..which is 1963781532 times better now. so im glad about that. depression sucks major cow doody. just hope you all never go through it.

Posted by Elise @ 07:59 PM EST [Link]

Friday, August 1, 2003

ah yes my first hate comment since i've been back. some people are just so bored to write things that are so stupid..i mean come on, how childish is it to say to someone you don't know that they're a lesbian..lmao my gosh. act your age..be mature for once..or do you need me to tell you what that is first? thank you larissa for the sweet comment. "nicole" leave your site honey dear =D don't be afraid.. =D. anyways the layout is coded but i've not put it up yet..cause i'm re-doing a lot of it so it shall be up sunday. tommorow i'm going to brandi's party and then spending the night with her. so it shall be fun =D i'm going to go now..i need to lay in the tanning bed since i've stayed in this house all summer. lmao. by the way i deleted the entry she left not because i'm ashamed by it or whatever..just because little kids come to my site and they don't need to read things like that..one of the little ones being my cousin savannah..so if your going to say that you don't like me or my site..say it mature or just click the x at the top..it's not that hard.

Posted by Elise @ 09:05 PM EST [Link]