My Archives: April 2004
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
moosic- "mouth" by: Merille B.
I'm so sorry I've been on Hiatus for so long. I miss updating. I have a few reasons why I'm still on Hiatus.. 1)I have no internet on my computer 2)I am sooo BUSY.
Hopefully I shall be back soon. A LOT has happened in the past so many days so this will be one long ass blog.
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Mom turned 37 on April 24. Happy belated birthday mommy dearest! Mark and I have survived for the past 5 weeks and 1 day. Kurt my fish is still alive. We have wild baby rabbits. My boob itches. It's that time of the month. Matt got his hair cut, which if I do say so myself...it looks good. I wen't shopping and never stepped foot in A&F..just wet seal. I bought hotpink mascara. I now own 2 Kurt Cobain books..2 more to get, along with 7 c.d's. I wan't a hotpink electric guitar..REALLY BAD. That pink dooney and burke purse shall be mine. I have grew a few cm. Last night was Almost Miss Yellowjacket where 8th grade boys at the middle school dress up as girls..Chase entered..I shall scan the pix tonight and post them on my gallery..along with my rabbits..so check back tomar for that...I layed in the taning bed about a week ago and burnt my back REALLY BAD. Discovered a dismembered barbie doll on my walk home. Damn mother rabbit that whore came back for my babies. I need to pee although I just did 5.2 minutes ago. This water tastes like a milky way. I need to clean the house before mom gets home. I have a huge welt on my hand and I have no idea where it came from..I don't eat meat anymore..haven't for two weeks. I don't wear make up that has been tested on animals. I am an animal activist..lmao..Dad and Chase are gone hunting now. My room is absolutly horribly dirty..I shall post pix of it later...theres food rotting in it somewhere..I can smell it..lol. I am going to go.Posted by ambie lou @ 04:22 PM EST [Link]
Thursday, April 15, 2004
moosic- "all mixed up" by: 311
Hiatus shall be over soon. I missed blogging so bad..and I finally got the chance to..so that is what I am doing..
Anyways..This has been one LONG ass week. Monday my fish Ishie died. I cried..so did Rebecca. See we had to make him a home in Acc. Biology. He didn't even live a week..damned bacteria. So later that day I bought a new fish. My first fish (other than ishie). It's a male betta fishie named Kurt d. after the great Kurt Cobain. It's so adorable. Believe it or not..we have conversations. It was funny, he was running his mouth and it looked like he was cussing at me so I said Kurt d. you better quit cussing at me, and he looked at me, closed his mouth and swam to the back of the bowl and just turned his back on me..it was so cute. I didn't know they could burp either...maybe they can't but Kurt did. lol I fed him and all of a sudden he opens his mouth as wide as he can and bubbles start rising to the surface. lmao. I was cracking up. Who knew fish could be so fun =D. I miss ishie my goldfishie though. May you R.I.P.
I made a 93 on my Acc. Bio test..THANK YOU LORD. Report cards came in and believe it or not, miss ambie lou raised her Acc. Geometry grade from a 55 to an 89!! Almost an A! *does dance*.
Tuesday made 3 weeks for Mark and I.
I've been working out at EKPT this whole week. I am so freaking sore, but hey if it takes working out 3+ hours a day to look good in a bikini..i'll do it. lol. I'm so lame. Mr. Christain Spears makes me wan't to cry..although he says he is joking I know he is not. This whole week he has informed me that I am too pale, I have big thighs, and I have gained weight. Thank you Mr. Spears. Yes I used to be an anorexic petite girl..but I have put on some weight..and I feel so ugly. I am ugly. I am pale. I am chunky in the tummy area. I'm BLAH. I wish I could just be happy with how I look..but I can't. I have NO confidence what so ever, and you know..it sucks. I wish I could look in the mirror and like the person staring back at me. Instead I see some blah girl that has over a million flaws..I mean I get so depressed when I see myself. I hate myself. I hate when I have blonde moments..I'm not a stupid person..nor do I wan't to be seen that way. I care way to much about everything, but you know I can't help it. I'm sure some you may leave comments saying stuff..but you know what I know that you care about how you look. Everyone does. You can't sit there and lie and say "I don't care what I look like." Cause you know as well as I do, that you sure as hell do. Maybe not so extreme as others, but to a certain point you do. It's just nature.
This is a pretty damn long entry. No one will read this most likely. But to you all that do...that's nifty. lol. I have some pix of Kurt d. my fishie on my gallery. Adios.
Posted by ambie lou @ 04:04 PM EST [Link]
Sunday, April 4, 2004
moosic- "fast car" by: tracy chapman
[edit] GALLERY!!!!!! yes I finally have it up.. THANK YOU SO MUCH MEG for hosting it!!![/edit]
Okay new lay on the way...I promise it will be the best layout I've ever had..its so pretty! lol.
The party was fun..of course I was the only one who basically ate, I had the chip bowl sitting in my lap and got two large pieces of cake..one chocolate one vanilla..lol..then another piece of red velvet..yum! lol. I did kareoke(sp?) lmao..it was great! Brandi and I had fun cept she fell asleep on me! POO ON YOU CHILD! So since she was a party pooper I gathered all of her stuffed animals and piled them on top of her..lmao..when she woke up she had no idea what was going on..lmao..then she realized all she could see was her animals.
Mark is on his way here to take me to his house =D so peace homies. lmao.Posted by ambie lou @ 02:29 PM EST [Link]
Friday, April 2, 2004
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