My Archives: January 2006
Sunday, January 29, 2006
moosic- "non-entity" NIN
Well it has been awhile since last updated, a lot has happened I guess, haha. To start with I bought my prom dress Friday. It's beautiful. I took pictures in it, but I dunno if I want to post them or not because that ruins the suprise of me in it at prom..so here is just a pic of it. It's the dark teal. It fits me perfect. I wasn't going to try it on because I thought it was just an okay dress, but I was like what the hell, why not. When I put it on though I was just like this is the dress. It's beautiful. Yesterday I went with Dawell to watch him get his first tattoo, just a D R in old english letters on his chest. Then last night I went up there and he wanted pizza, so I picked one up at Little Caesers. Since it was our 2 month anniversary, I asked them to put a heart with D and an A in the middle of it with the pepporoni's. The first hour was great but then we both got upset for different reasons, we wern't speaking so I left and went home. Then when I got home we both decided mutually to break up. We cared about one another, but we are completely different and the only way we couldv'e made it work was if I changed who I am, and Im sorry but Im not changing for nobody. Love me as I am, or not at all. I'm going to stay single for awhile now though, the past 4 years I have devoted myself to relationships and ended up heartbroken, so I'm going to let my heart rest for awhile then I will be ready to date again. But it wont be for a long..long time. I need some Amber time. Love is so overrated.
I need to make some money. I have so much coming up and I am getting stressed out. In the next few months I need to save some money up for my tattoo school, I want to get another tattoo, I need to lose like 4 pounds and tone up my arms and back for Prom, I need to purchase some books on random things I want to learn, and tons of other things.
Time for lunch. SMORES time.
Much Love;
Posted by ambie lou @ 01:25 PM EST [Link] [cmmt]
Monday, January 9, 2006
moosic- "crystal baller" Third Eye Blind
"Can we try and take the high road? Though we don't know where it ends, I wanna be your Crystal Baller, Wanna to show you how it ends."
LOVE, love this song. I love Third eye blind. Anyways last week was soooo long. I thought it would never end. Since the 1st I haven't went to sleep before 2 am, Its been about 4. I'm killed. The other night I was trying to explain a dream that Dawell had and I was like "They were these birds and well they pick the bugs off and put them in their skin." I then realized I had said something completely retarded and was like "Mom..what did I just say?". She told me and and I was like, "Why?" LMFAO. It was great. I still don't know how I came up with that. I've had so much homework...and I still do. Which I need to do, but I will in like an hour..haha. I'm a slacker.
I've realized something this past weekend. I'm completely head over heels in love with Dawell. I know you all are like, How many times will she say that about who she is dating? Well, to be honest, I've never felt THIS before. NEVER. After almost 2 months, If you were to ask me what I didn't like about him I honestly could not tell you one thing. I share my food with him. I've never did that. No one has ever made me laugh as much as he makes me laugh. I haven't been this happy in years. I'm finally the old Amber. The happy, cheerful, life is wonderful Amber. The past 2 months I honestly haven't complained once. That is a miracle in itself, haha. Yeah I'll admit it, I used to be a whiner. Still could be, but I have no reason to be. I feel great, I love my family, my friends, my boyfriend and most of all I'm even happy with myself. I'm happy. Very, very happy.
Much love;
Posted by ambie lou @ 07:35 PM EST [Link] [+3+]
Sunday, January 1, 2006
moosic- "heard em' say" Kanye West
Happy New Year!!! =D OMG. It is a miracle. After 9 months of the SAME layout, lookie here, I finally changed it. Haha, new year..so new layout! I know it isn't much, but hey I finally changed it.
I dread this year. I will be graduating and be on my own. I don't like that. I don't want to grow up. I'm scared of what this year has to offer.
Anyways on the 26th I bought a mini angora rabbit, whom I named schweetumkins. She is adorable. She hates when I put bows in her hair, but she needs to get over it, haha. Pictures of her are found in the pets section.
Dawell and I are doing GREAT =D We went with mom and Chase to Johnson City Friday. That was fun. I bought some clinique eyeliner and mac eyeshadow, Kurt Cobain shirt, a guitar belt, new 12ga. plugs, pants and some great american cookies. I am OBSESSED with the sugar and m&m Great American Cookies, I've got Dawell loving the sugar cookies..haha. We ate at The Outback where I made a pig of myself, as always. I really enjoyed Dawell's company, I love being around him. No one has ever made me laugh as much as he does..honestly. He's awesome! =D
I played with my sewing machine today, and I swear it is the shit. I love that thing. I'm going to buy some farbric tomar at Wal Mart so I can make some purses and stuff. I've got to finish all my homework tonight so I wont have to tomar, since we go back to school on Tuesday, ugh. I don't want to go back. I HATE school. Thank god I only have about 5 months left and then never again will I have to attend school. Hells yeah, haha.
Much love;