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01/09/2006 Archived Entry: "I wanna be your crystal baller..."

moosic- "crystal baller" Third Eye Blind

Can we try and take the high road? Though we don't know where it ends, I wanna be your Crystal Baller, Wanna to show you how it ends.

LOVE, love this song. I love Third eye blind. Anyways last week was soooo long. I thought it would never end. Since the 1st I haven't went to sleep before 2 am, Its been about 4. I'm killed. The other night I was trying to explain a dream that Dawell had and I was like "They were these birds and well they pick the bugs off and put them in their skin." I then realized I had said something completely retarded and was like "Mom..what did I just say?". She told me and and I was like, "Why?" LMFAO. It was great. I still don't know how I came up with that. I've had so much homework...and I still do. Which I need to do, but I will in like an hour..haha. I'm a slacker.

I've realized something this past weekend. I'm completely head over heels in love with Dawell. I know you all are like, How many times will she say that about who she is dating? Well, to be honest, I've never felt THIS before. NEVER. After almost 2 months, If you were to ask me what I didn't like about him I honestly could not tell you one thing. I share my food with him. I've never did that. No one has ever made me laugh as much as he makes me laugh. I haven't been this happy in years. I'm finally the old Amber. The happy, cheerful, life is wonderful Amber. The past 2 months I honestly haven't complained once. That is a miracle in itself, haha. Yeah I'll admit it, I used to be a whiner. Still could be, but I have no reason to be. I feel great, I love my family, my friends, my boyfriend and most of all I'm even happy with myself. I'm happy. Very, very happy.

Much love;